The experience of grief and loss (PDF)

Stephanie Hall, Ph.D., LPC, NCC, ACS THE EXPERIENCE OF GRIEF AND LOSS  Defining Grief and Mourning • George Engel (a psychiatrist who specialized in working with grief) argued that the loss of a loved one is psychologically traumatic to the same extent that a severe wound is traumatic. He equated mourning to healing (in the physical sense). Just as the terms “healthy” and “pathological” can be used to describe a physiological conditions course of healing, the same can be said for the psychological process of grief. • Some people adapt to loss more easily than others. • Grief- experience of a person who has lost a loved one due to death. • Mourning-the process that one goes through in adapting to the loss.  Normal Grief • Also referred to as “uncomplicated” grief includes a broad range of common feelings and behaviors. • Normal grieving behaviors can be placed into 4 categories: feelings, physical sensations, cognitions and behaviors. • It’s just as important for us to know what is normal.. Mental health professions tend to focus a great deal on pathology and diagnoses when dealing with emotional issues, however most grieving people are experiencing loss normally (even when their behaviors might seem a little strange).  Normal Grief Response: Feelings • Sadness: Many people are afraid of sadness and it’s intensity (“I lost it”) • Anger: People can be angry at the person who has died. If this isn’t adequately acknowledged it can lead to more complications. Anger comes from frustration (that you couldn’t prevent the death) and from a regressive experience that happens when we lose someone close to us. We feel helpless, unable to exist without the person, etc. Remember a time when your parent/caregiver left you as a child? You panicked and then when she/he returned what did you do? Often this anger isn’t dealt with appropriately and gets displaced. (Blaming someone else for the death..who gets blamed?) • Guilt: Something that happened or was neglected around the time of the death.. “I could’ve or should’ve done…”  Normal Grief Response: Feelings • Anxiety: Can range from small insecurities to full blown panic attacks. Fear of not being able to survive without the loved one, awareness of your own mortality, etc. • Loneliness: “I feel alone even when I am around other people” Sometimes people have a strong need to be touched- that is indicative of loneliness. • Fatigue: Apathy, listlessness • Helplessness • Shock • Yearning • Emancipation: A positive feeling of freedom at the death of a loved one who has been oppressive • Relief: Person is no longer suffering. (This is often correlated with guilt.. “I shouldn’t feel this way” • Numbness: often a protective response immediately after the person dies. There is no evidence that this is unhealthy.  Normal Grief : Physical Sensations • Hollowness in stomach • Tightness in chest • Tightness in throat • Overly sensitive to noise • A sense of depersonalization (nothing seems real) • Breathlessness (short of breath) • Weakness in the Muscles • Lack of Energy • Dry Mouth  Cognitions • Disbelief- “It didn’t happen, there must be some mistake”, “I keep waiting to wake up” • Confusion • Preoccupation- Obsessive thoughts about the person who has died, Intrusive thoughts and images, Rumination • Sense of Presence- goes along with yearning. Many children report a sense of being “watched” by a deceased parent. Some find it comforting while others find it scary. • Hallucinations: visual and auditory  Behaviors • Sleep Disturbances- trouble going to sleep, waking up early. With normal grief this usually corrects itself. (Waking with intense sadness) • Appetite Disturbances- Overeating and Under eating • Absentmindedness • Social Withdrawal- (short lived) “I need to be alone” How many times can you hear “I’m sorry” before wanting to hide? • Dreams of the Deceased- Nightmares and Pleasant dreams • Avoiding reminders of the grief (hiding things that belong to the person) • Searching and Calling out for the person • Sighing (breathlessness... When respiration has been tested in bereaved patients the oxygen levels are very similar to those that are depressed). • Restless Hyperactivity- Can’t sit still. Can’t stand to be at home • Crying- Tears Relieve Emotional Stress... • Visiting Places or Carrying Objects that Remind you of the Deceased • Treasuring Objects that belonged to the person  Grief and Depression Though grief and depression share similar symptoms they are different conditions. Depression overlaps with bereavement but isn’t the same thing. Depressed people tend to have negative evaluations of themselves, the world and the future. Although this can happen with grieving people it tends to be more transient. There are some bereaved people who develop major depressive episodes following a loss. If that happens it is categorized as complicated mourning (also referred to as exaggerated grief).  • Different Theorists have tried to quantify mourning in stages, phases and tasks. • Elizabeth Kubler-Ross’s stages of dying have been widely discussed. Even then, we know that people skip stages, etc. Movement is not fluid. • I like William Worden’s model that looks as “tasks” because there are things that need to be accomplished- and this model offers hope to those trying to get through the grieving. • All development can be seen as being influenced by various tasks (physical social and emotional, etc) Mourning as a Process  • Task I : To accept the reality of the loss. To come to terms with the fact that the person is gone and will not return. Part of the acceptance here is to come to terms with the fact that reunion is impossible (at least in this life). Early on, people may find themselves seeing someone who looks like the person or hearing the phone ring and thinking that the person is calling and then having to remind themselves that it isn’t the deceased loved one. • Denying the loss can vary from a slight distortion to a full blown delusion. ( lying out the person’s clothing for them each day, etc). • Rituals, such as funerals help with the accomplishment of this task. If the person doesn’t see the body of the deceased this can be more difficult. Tasks of Mourning  • If it is necessary to experience and work through the pain then it could be said that anything that allows the person to avoid or suppress the pain can be expected to prolong the course of mourning. • Not everyone experiences the same intensity or feels it the same way. • Society gets in the way by saying things like “You’re still young, you can have another child”, “Life is for the living”, “He/She wouldn’t want you to feel this way”, etc. • By society’s standards, grieving is often stigmatized as unhealthy, morbid and demoralizing. • Some people physically leave- travel to try to find relief. • Sooner or later, those who avoid conscious grieving will have to experience it somehow. It can be more painful to return to this later, rather than dealing with it while it is happening. Task II: To Process the Pain of Grief  • External Adjustments: What is lost? What roles were played by the deceased? (What did your partner mean to you? Sexual partner? Cheerleader? Accountant? Companion? Etc) The survivor may not even be cognizant of all the roles until some time after the loss. • Internal Adjustments: How does the death affect self-definition, self-esteem and self-efficacy? Was your self esteem attached to that person in some way? You will want to address the question of “Who am I now?” • Spiritual Adjustments: Adjusting to your sense of the world- can challenge spiritual beliefs. If you can’t find an answer you must learn to live without one. Task III: Adjusting to a World Without the Deceased  • How do we remember and honor while moving on? Getting to a place where you can say that there are others to be loved and that it doesn’t detract from your love for the deceased is a hard thing to do. Making meaning of the loss is most important at this stage. Task IV: To Find an Enduring Connection with the Deceased While Embarking on a New Life  Mediators of Mourning: What affects how the person experiences grief? • Mediator 1: Who was the person who died? Partner/Spouse, Parent, Child, Sibling, Friend, Lover? Allow the person to share with you what the relationship meant. Don’t assume. Relationship and Expectation can vary. • Mediator 2: Nature of the Attachment: How strong was the attachment? How much was this relationship attached to his/her sense of self, self esteem? How much ambivalence was involved? (All relationships have a little). More ambivalence can equal more guilt. Were there conflicts with the deceased? Was the client at all dependent on the deceased?